[Missing you]

I started high school on September 2005. I met Alex at the beggining of the school year. He was taking the same school bus with me to get to school. He was the first guy who caught my attention there. A year older, he was a really stylish, clever and mysterious guy. I fell in love with him hard. I was dreaming about him and was trying to get closer. I met all his friends, made friendships with two girl classmates of his just to have a reason to go to his classroom and see him. I was kind of blind.

I guess he had caught it that I was melting for him. I started texting his cellphone. So he decided to play with me. When he 'dumped' me I was so angry with my silly self so I destroyed my school books where I had written everywhere his name and throwed on the bin everything that reminded me of him. He and I started hating each other and I was cursing him everytime I was talking about him with my friends. I wished he was gone forever! He was a thorn in my life.

The school year finished a month ago and I travelled to my mother's village where I'm staying and posting from right now. The last month I had the time to think about everything that happened the past school year. I started thinking about him again. I am missing him right now. I have a month to see him and I miss him hard. I look at his photos, I am in a dilemma about texting him again, I am listening to love songs and think of him and I just cant stand to feel the same way I felt in the beggining. Am I in love with him again? I dont know. I just cant read the signs well and it is really gonna hurt me if I am again because he has already told his sister and friends about me and they were already making fun of me and they were sending me signs that they know.

How do I get him out of my head? Please, I dont deserve and I dont want to be hurt again!!!

[2-good-4-u]

Originally Posted by Missing you

I started high school on September 2005. I met Alex at the beggining of the school year. He was taking the same school bus with me to get to school. He was the first guy who caught my attention there. A year older, he was a really stylish, clever and mysterious guy. I fell in love with him hard. I was dreaming about him and was trying to get closer. I met all his friends, made friendships with two girl classmates of his just to have a reason to go to his classroom and see him. I was kind of blind.

I guess he had caught it that I was melting for him. I started texting his cellphone. So he decided to play with me. When he 'dumped' me I was so angry with my silly self so I destroyed my school books where I had written everywhere his name and throwed on the bin everything that reminded me of him. He and I started hating each other and I was cursing him everytime I was talking about him with my friends. I wished he was gone forever! He was a thorn in my life.

The school year finished a month ago and I travelled to my mother's village where I'm staying and posting from right now. The last month I had the time to think about everything that happened the past school year. I started thinking about him again. I am missing him right now. I have a month to see him and I miss him hard. I look at his photos, I am in a dilemma about texting him again, I am listening to love songs and think of him and I just cant stand to feel the same way I felt in the beggining. Am I in love with him again? I dont know. I just cant read the signs well and it is really gonna hurt me if I am again because he has already told his sister and friends about me and they were already making fun of me and they were sending me signs that they know.

How do I get him out of my head? Please, I dont deserve and I dont want to be hurt again!!!

im having the same problem with this jamie guy i dont know if i still love him either in a way u probably will always love him but if u dont want to hurt anymore try to just not talk or speak to him or if u have to see him make it in a friendly way. i was planning on going away to job core just to get away from this guy but my mom told me i shouldnt run from him or my problems hope u figure something out all the luck to u

[Eugenia]

I know how it feels like to get stuck with someone. I've been through the exact same thing. What I did (and worked) was to just think of all the pain he put me through and that there isn't a chance that I'm gonna be with him ever again. If he hurt you in the first place, he will do it again if you show him weakness and show that you still have feelings for him. If you ask me, I don't think that you have real feelings for him. You can't have. He played with you, he hurt you..I think that you just have no one else to like and have a crush on and you are used to dreaming about that guy. Keep yourself busy & just think that he doesn't deserve you. =)

[Missing you]

Originally Posted by Eugenia

I know how it feels like to get stuck with someone. I've been through the exact same thing. What I did (and worked) was to just think of all the pain he put me through and that there isn't a chance that I'm gonna be with him ever again. If he hurt you in the first place, he will do it again if you show him weakness and show that you still have feelings for him. If you ask me, I don't think that you have real feelings for him. You can't have. He played with you, he hurt you..I think that you just have no one else to like and have a crush on and you are used to dreaming about that guy. Keep yourself busy & just think that he doesn't deserve you. =)

Then I'm sorry to say that you might never loved anyone yet. I dont think I really gave up on him ever because I did think of him even the time I was hating him. It's been 9 months since I had fallen for him and I am about to swear I do still love him , his environment and the air surrounding him. You cant just say that I cant love him. Because I do.

He might not deserve me, yes. But it hurts me just the same thinking of the pain I've been through or that he will never change or be mine ever. So, sorry but your reply doesnt help me.

[Sharps]

You seem like a bitter young lady.

[Missing you]

Originally Posted by Sharps

You seem like a bitter young lady.

Well I might be.

[Sharps]

Oh good, i know i'm on the right lines then!

[SlabumniLoviets]

To Missing You aka Trinity -

I guess he never liked you in the first place. You just said it I think you better call it quits and go on, there are a lot of foreign fish in the sea. Everytime you think of him, just remind yourself how butt ugly, girly faced, etc. he looks. I guess that'll help you get over him.

Originally Posted by Eugenia

I know how it feels like to get stuck with someone. I've been through the exact same thing. What I did (and worked) was to just think of all the pain he put me through and that there isn't a chance that I'm gonna be with him ever again. If he hurt you in the first place, he will do it again if you show him weakness and show that you still have feelings for him. If you ask me, I don't think that you have real feelings for him. You can't have. He played with you, he hurt you..I think that you just have no one else to like and have a crush on and you are used to dreaming about that guy. Keep yourself busy & just think that he doesn't deserve you. =)

He didn't have a relationship with her in the first place, they were just friends. He has another girlfriend and Missing You never said they were in a relationship. Stop blaming him for once, I think you have some kind of bitter feminist feelings against all guys. If guys and girls start hating each other instead of understanding the differences in thinking the world will go haywire.

[Missing you]

Originally Posted by Aberforth

To Missing You aka Trinity -

I guess he never liked you in the first place. You just said it I think you better call it quits and go on, there are a lot of foreign fish in the sea. Everytime you think of him, just remind yourself how butt ugly, girly faced, etc. he looks. I guess that'll help you get over him.

Ya-ouch. That hurt me a bit my dear Neo. But I guess you are -as always- right Only to remind you that you think he's girly faced while he isnt hun. :P

Originally Posted by Aberforth

He didn't have a relationship with her in the first place, they were just friends. He has another girlfriend and Missing You never said they were in a relationship. Stop blaming him for once, I think you have some kind of bitter feminist feelings against all guys. If guys and girls start hating each other instead of understanding the differences in thinking the world will go haywire.

First hun, he doesnt have a girlfriend now. And how do you know she has feminist feelings against all guys? Be polite Neo.....

[SlabumniLoviets]

Originally Posted by Missing you

First hun, he doesnt have a girlfriend now. And how do you know she has feminist feelings against all guys? Be polite Neo.....

I am not into any of the sophisticated game. I have a sixth sense and I know people in a trice.

[Missing you]

Originally Posted by Aberforth

I am not into any of the sophisticated game. I have a sixth sense and I know people in a trice.

Okay okay, I quit. Your sixth sense is unbeatable.